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(2 Wanna be me... <3 Looooooooove )

[03 Nov 2005|12:08pm]
im legal. tiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiight

(2 Wanna be me... <3 Looooooooove )

dfjhvgf [07 Oct 2005|01:03pm]
[ mood | sick ]

i got a ticket 2day on my way 2 work
actually on my fucking street
for not wearing a seat belt
literally 3 houses down from my house
annddd

im sick

sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet

nov 1 thats my birthday HOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLER

ps i love frank the tank. he's the cooolest. thats right.

im at work
bored
help

( Looooooooove )

blahblahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh [07 Sep 2005|03:21am]
[ mood | drained ]

im at susies and we love each other and we are gonna get married and have 3 kids and name one peter moriya and the other one will b thomas susie and the third will be jeffrey cuz were tight.

"sharing is caring it could be fun. like when we shared the alcohol last night."

ight tight. sweet. goodnight.

(6 Wanna be me... <3 Looooooooove )

here's a great story [02 Sep 2005|01:51pm]
[ mood | amused ]

I love Angela & that is all I have to say. The end.

( Looooooooove )

[22 Aug 2005|02:04pm]
[ mood | cold ]

@ work
on my break

BOOOOoreeeed :]




27's > reds.

i started smoking again


ewwww

gross

i need to quit






me & angela own
& will keep owning
its what we do best.

hehee

back to work.



PS alex d,

drop thhee hating on me
i got nothing but love for you.

okay have a nice day.

work work work

(2 Wanna be me... <3 Looooooooove )

[21 Aug 2005|06:59pm]
[ mood | creative ]

Auto response from PinkyKitty216 (6:31:01 PM): Probably at the park smoking a cig, eating brownies. Muffins ans drinking vitamin water with moryia. Talking about life. Don't call me I'm busy with nature.



LOOOOOOOOOOVE


real love. i love her mucho/

"fuck the govn't"

- heheee

( Looooooooove )

[21 Aug 2005|10:30am]
as cristine says it,

i never listen...

(2 Wanna be me... <3 Looooooooove )

[20 Aug 2005|12:27pm]
whats so bad about me?

(8 Wanna be me... <3 Looooooooove )

[14 Aug 2005|03:37am]
you asked me why


its because im scared.

i dont let anyone in my heart.

and even if i do like you i get over shit quick
really quick

im like a guy

hit it and quit it

but i actually like u
and you say u like me

i donno what do

you are also 22

and you know i like sour patch kids and slurpees

and you make me so happy

but yet something is holding me back

if u break my heart i will break your face








deal?

(3 Wanna be me... <3 Looooooooove )

stolen from my mysoace [14 Aug 2005|03:34am]
[ mood | weird ]

so cristine just dropped me off and now i'm at jeremy's house with my looove david.. surprise surprise its a sat night and guess what that's right im sober
went to coffee bean with a couple of homies.
went to a couple parties... HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAREEEEEEENIE!!

saw the mexico crew @ randy's... PEACHTREEE DIDNT COME through but Have fun going back 2 school 2moro... next time ur in town we should hang out more!

went to in n out with crisssy frank jesse and clay.. me and crissy are germ -o - phobic lol

and now sitting on david's lap and watching the stupid 21-25 year old stoners smoke weeeeeeeeed
but im sober


i cant believe im back to my old self. ive never been so proud of myself in my entire life

i guess it was just a phase i donno?

me being good

wow thats a miracle


no being drunk, no smoking weed, very few cig's and NONE of those cig's were reds.

and for the first time in a long LONG long LONNNNNNG time im really happy. not fake happy. BUt really really happy. i have everything i need and almost everything i want. i'm just missing my own car and a few close friends. but i will manage til i work that out. i also have to work on my mental issue, i am disgustingly self-conscious. i honestly look in the mirror and see a horrific body. its gross.i wish i was as skinney as i used to be. then again, i remember when i used to be that skinney i cried so much becuase i couldn't gain weight. it was impossible. then of course the stupid fucking doctors medicated me. he promised it would go away right after the 3 months were over. ya mother fucker its been 2 years... fuck u.

i havn't been eating normally and ive been really getting sick from it. i am very unhappy with my body and my new goal is to work out a lot more and eat better. i used to be so skinney, then this really big medical thing happend. i was put on something. and i blew up. i know im not fat but im disgusted when i look at the mirror. i am always staring at other peoples perfect bodys and comparing mine to em. i just want to be comfortable with myself. so please dont yell at me, im gonna get the body i want the right way i promise. no starving myself! i have to do it for myself.

everything is going really really well.
and even though every single one of my friends smokes/drinks/etc no one has been able to peer presure me back in.

the only thing i need to work on now is quitting smoking. it is so hard. its all i think about 24/7 and once i have one after not having one for a long time i want 46538456 more of them.


I MISSED AMANDA SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH 2nite. i really hate it when shes not with me.



i havnt been this happy since before i can remember.


He wrote me a note it's so cuteeeee. I'm really sorry... i just dont want a boyfriend right now. I like you..i really do. Just because i dont want a boyfriend doesnt mean I'm gonna go be a huge slut. You don;t need to worry about what guys im on the phone with or who is texting me.And when i go out and party w/out you I'm not with any other guys. I promise I'm not talking to anyone else. I'm just not ready to be commited to someone. It isn't who I am. I know, I'm stuuuuupid. Silly me. I am still young and need to think about what I want. For now I like how my life is. I just am not ready to change how it is. I cant devote all my time to just you. I'm also scared..and how could you blame me? Please don't be mad at me. I didn't mean to get so scared of a simple question. Just give me my time to think and who knows? I'm sorry i am driving you nuts. i dont mean it. I didn't mean for this to happen.. i never thought it would. And i promise I'm not screwing with you're head. You say I'm really flirty and I send you mixed signals. Let's just keep this relationship without a title. i like it that way. Hey you never know... 2moro you might wake up and hate me.Thankyou for bringing me that slurpee & cig;s, you're the best. i'm really excited for our sleep over 2nite.Slummber party.. me & you & your homies. ohhh and mary jane.

theere is so much i have to tell u. but myspace is not the pllace for it. the funny thing is im sitting on ur lap right now, and you look like a kid who got his lollipop taken away. Ive never seen such a sad face. can i have a kiss please? okaythankkkkkkkkkks m ♥'s d


you really do make me happy, and a better person. I'm sorry, but i just cant have a boy friend. I'm not mentally ready. Im way 2 immature. my mind is pretty screwed up and i have crazy mood swings too. you couldnt deal with me. i can barily deal with me. I'm a mess. I only make u happy cuz i help you pick your nose.

im sorry i poke you so much.. but it isn't fair you tickle me to death.

you know what.. i think we would be better off just friends. what happened was just some fun. I just cant have a boyfriend. Well not right now. im blabbing out of my ass. ignore me i would get really jealous if you were with anyone else. just give me time. im sorry so sorry

kiss please. k thanks

ive never been so happy
thank you for making me happy
and for not leaving when i pushed you away,
you're the best.

and ps

i like your face











IM SO FUCKING CONFUSED I NEED HELP I DONNO WHAT TO DO.

( Looooooooove )

im dumbbbbbbbb [14 Aug 2005|03:32am]
what is wrong with me now?
i finally am happy with my life

a great guy comes along


i know i like him.. what is it.. why am i so confused?

he asked me out & i said no.

i donnnoooooooo

(4 Wanna be me... <3 Looooooooove )

wow who is this crazy girl typing.. [12 Aug 2005|06:53pm]
[ mood | happy ]

life is really good

a few people are missing and it sucks but its chill

i have a really chill job and i get paid to do what im good at and its fucking tight as hell.. i guess its good for me... working a real job... actually coming home @ 6 super tired and actually waking up @ 8 am mon-fri... its crazy but i love it.

this weekend ia gonna be beyond amazing

me and mylovvvvvvvvver 2nite


and me and meredith the whore face 2moro night

ive decided...im gonna be designated dave sat night

and im way 2 tired 2 drink 2 night

school starts Sept. 6 Me and ANgela are gonna rule LAVC. oh yeah

a lot of shit is really stressing me out but then again a lot is really really good 2..

so many problems/drama....but so much to smile about/look forward 2.

im scared of moving out... but i have to do it.
for myself to grow up.
well my older bro is home from vegas... im gonna go see him..


i hope everything works out with tyler & his situation... i really feel horrible andi miss him mucho.
i miss kevin O sooooo much its driving me insane.


much loveeeee


everyone ... i hope u have a safe and amazing weekend

and thank god for my tight ass sidekick 2 it makes me happy.
and so does he. you guys don't know about this new boy yet. thats becuase i've been keeping him a secret.

well i like him

a lot.

and he likes me tooooooooooo

but he's 22

and im 17 soon 18

but it's all good :]

and he picks me up from work to go paint. hmmmmmm i like paint. and hes right next to me helping me out with the bugger in my nose. and he thinks im perfect & accepts me for me. he's perfect too and amazing, ya thats him. He likes watching me sleep and it creeps me out. i like taking pictures of him when he looks ugly, it's my fav

yup life is good.
well for now. hope it stays this way for a while. i also hope he never knows the me i was a few weeks ago.. the me i never wanna see again.

i quit my life and started over.
it still haunts me every min of every day but i put up that fake smile.
i like my job... its tight.
ighhhht peace kids

OKAY I GOT CARRIED AWAY

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

mr. rice, hes my love sex machine..

(6 Wanna be me... <3 Looooooooove )

[03 Aug 2005|02:45am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

im gonna work on kicking out the people who bring me down. im gonna focus on bringing back those who matter.

im in the process of fixing me. it's taking a while but i need to do it. it's time i work on life. it;s not all about having fun. im not a little girl anymore.

so...
im starting lavc this semester..im really scared
im basically done with high school. and it feels good.
my life is coming together and i think im growing up.

i made my mistakes. and ya im still paying for em. but it's okay cuz u live and you learn.

and oh wow i have a lot of learning left to do.


i promise from now on i'll be good.
pinky promise.

(2 Wanna be me... <3 Looooooooove )

i like my passion fruit ice tea with regular sweetner... [03 Aug 2005|02:33am]
[ mood | grateful ]

angela, you never fail at making me smile. you are the most amazing person i have ever met in my entire 17 years of being on this planet. you understand me and that is a gift because i dont even understand me. you always put a smile on my face and when i feel like i have nothing you remind me that tomorrow is new day. you are the best older sister and no one will ever replace you. you have a piece of my heart and you better take care of it<3 thanks for making me think and open my eyes. thank you for listening to me and telling me what you think. thank you for being honest and blunt. thank you for being you. i know that you are always here for me and i am always here for u. thank you for everything and keep on watching me grow. i love you. and don't worry my head will come back and i'll jump back on the right path soon. very soon.

( Looooooooove )

[30 Jul 2005|07:22pm]
[ mood | sad ]

life is beautiful. and i;m loving it.






BE HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPY

its the only thing that really matters

(2 Wanna be me... <3 Looooooooove )

[30 Jul 2005|07:13pm]
[ mood | sad ]

im gonna miss you so much. just remember you are the only one for me.
kevy, you are amazing. My #1 priority, always and forever. in the end whos gonna be here? ya thats right.. MEEEEEEEEEEEE


i love you
have an amzing safe and educational trip. Just don;t love it too much. remember in JAN u ARE COMING BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK


"i lov and miss YA" hahahahahhahahahaha

(2 Wanna be me... <3 Looooooooove )

[27 Jul 2005|02:29am]
[ mood | happy ]

remember when we went to zuma and i made my wishes on our way through the tunnel's...well thanks for making 2/3 come true <3<3<3

(2 Wanna be me... <3 Looooooooove )

[23 Jul 2005|04:30pm]
ROAD TRIP WITH THE ONLY GUY FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND SHROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS AHHHHfduksbvgcfjlsfiqagbvbzdfv okay bye

( Looooooooove )

[15 Jul 2005|07:53pm]
[ mood | drunk ]

im done, you win.


holy shit i drank 2 much 2deay time to barf again

( Looooooooove )

take a look at me now [14 Jun 2005|09:44am]
[ mood | bouncy ]

summer time :]


YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!


you all know you are SUPER EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahha

peace kids

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